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Thinking of you

2006-06-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

Thinking Of You
by Tessa Chan-A-Shing

Despite the darkness that surrounds me
I always see a light
A star, directly above,
Glittering and shining bright.

It reminds me of your smile
Which would always brighten my day.
I can only picture your face
As you live thousands of miles away.

So, every time I need you
I look up to the sky,
Searching for that star
That reminds me of your smile.

When I see that star
I hear you whisper in my ear,
"Remember, I promised you
I'll always be there."

Then I can smile
Even though we're far apart,
Because I know you're here with me
And I'm forever in your heart.

ARG

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some1 hacked my blog!!.. Y elmo song ar?

30 May 2003

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Hmm, today what should I write, hmm.... As usual went to school, did parts of my FYP with my friends. Stress kinda lesser because there are currently some progress in the programming which is the vital part. We have only left 4 weeks to complete all, needa grab hold of every second and use it wisely. Once this project is over, I believe this is 1 of the most valuable period of time I could learn from in my lifetime.

How to have stress management, friends communication, determination, perservance... all are involve. Life is not about the destination, its the journey - I really believe in this. Problems are everywhere, happen in anythime to anyone. It's just a matter of time, the ability to deal with it, the appropriate ways to face it are the ones that count. Once its over, the looking back of it, grant you a sense of achievement, fufillment, satisfaction that will really keep you going further. Motivations and strengthenings, to make you stronger, tougher and wiser.

Everyday, is a lesson. Endless things to learn, to face... That's life. Learn to live by the beauty, not the opposite. Dont cry because it's over, smile because it happened. For shaping and moulding towards perfection to be made, painess and hardship can never be avoided. Its that process that builds up your endurance, your ability to withstand diffculties. Without it, you will just be like a seed forever, that can never be grown and be fruitful.

Pain is temporary, glory is permanent. :)

30 May 2003

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CALLEN BIIRTHDAY

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Woo, 2 days ago was my good buddy's bday, CALLEN.I went out with my poly friends.... 1st we went to ICESKATE in JE. Haha.. it was very fun.. skated like mad.... Im so glad that I didnt fall as much as I did in the 1st time.. The floor was very slippery thou, and CALLEN fell alot... SO FUNNY N HILARIOUS.. cant stop laughing HAHAHHA... He wore a sexy pants and got drenched... more SEXY... [later you shall see in the photo]..
After that we went to a jap fastfood resturant[forgot wat name].. we ate alot and celebrated CALLEN's BDAY over there... sang and clapped... haha. Such a wonderday then, crapped alot with each other and really cherished alot.. which we could hardly meet together nowadays due to heavy loads of projects and works.. :) Will cherish our last sememster... haha!

A wonderful bunch of friends I got..
[Below pics]

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;)

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Good friends..!

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woo.. what an exp significant CAKE...!!

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CALLEN lol

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sexy callen

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aiding CALLEN.. went there for da 1st time..

Callen BDAY!

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Woo, 2 days ago was my good buddy's bday, CALLEN.I went out with my poly friends.... 1st we went to ICESKATE in JE. Haha.. it was very fun.. skated like mad.... Im so glad that I didnt fall as much as I did in the 1st time.. The floor was very slippery thou, and CALLEN fell alot... SO FUNNY N HILARIOUS.. cant stop laughing HAHAHHA... He wore a sexy pants and got drenched... more SEXY... [later you shall see in the photo]..

After that we went to a jap fastfood resturant[forgot wat name].. we ate alot and celebrated CALLEN's BDAY over there... sang and clapped... haha. Such a wonderday then, crapped alot with each other and really cherished alot.. which we could hardly meet together nowadays due to heavy loads of projects and works.. :) Will cherish our last sememster... haha!

Stressful

2006-05-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

I'm very stressful now. Fyp is really pressurizing me.... It's too diffcult... Making me moody, boring and tiring. Nevertheless, I will not give up. Trying my very best to solve all the problems in it, finding resources to aid me. Hopefully, Im able to complete my project before deadline.

No matter what it takes, I must hang on with it. Dont wish to repeat for an extra sememster... go go Soldier on!

2006-05-14T00:50:00.000+08:00

This guy very handsome.. Especially his sasuage lips... wooooo
For more details pls go to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZyEBVEpCNuQ&search=chinese%20luv%20song

I cant stop laughing....

KK Bday

2006-05-08T12:30:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, it was Kok Kheong's bday. Went out with LDF friends and celebrated his bday in PIZZA HUT. Wooooooooooooooooo, ate alot! Yewwei & I, just we 2 persons ordered a 4-5 persons meal. Aren't we pro? Haha... I drank 4 cups of MUSHROOM soup(my no.1 soup) and we ate hawaiian and seafood pizza... finger lickin good, yummy~~ :) Let me remind of somebody, hehe

After that we went to Cathay watched a midnight show (MI3)... it's a very exciting show, better than I expected. And yea, the new theatre rocks! Digital screen, realistic sound effects... you couldn't sit still at all,because you will tend to feel the vibration on the ground..

Yesterday went to Jurong East Gym with my friends. The admission fee is $2.50 and a small tower is compulsory. Quite a not bad gym with many facilities.. air conditioned.. nice view (facing the swimming pool). Used many of the workup machineries.. bloody tiring. But it kinda shiok...... will go there oftenly from now onwards..

Btw when Im on my way home.. I was in bus 99 where I saw a little girl, around 3-4 years old, carried by her father. She is very cute(very small like maple characters) and I was sitting right behind her. Ha, I made a smiley face and her and I was stunned at her reaction..... she gave me an EVIL GRIN <<<<>

Sicksick

2006-05-02T23:41:00.000+08:00

awman... im so sick nowww... HEADACHE, FLU, EAR PAIN, SORETHROAT..... very uncomfortable..... mus endure!!! Feeling very tired and sleepy now, but don't know why dont feel like sleeping << a bad habit, trying my best to kick it.

Must be the nuggets yesterday.. I ate around 8-10 pieces.. stupid CHICKEN MC NUGGETS.... My tissue papers gona use up soon.. unlimited flu very irritating.. and eyes very heavy too.. all right that's for all ;[

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Squirrel

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Blahhhh.. i handsome?

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Encounted hurricane jus now..

Zoo

2006-04-30T01:51:00.000+08:00

Zoo trip on friday. My no.1 place of Singapore, cute animals and a wide exposure to the natural habitat.

Felt quite wasted, forgotten to bring my digital camera which I have already cleared all the files inside so that I'm able to capture and store more photos/videos. Fortunately, Xiong brought it(but seriously, next time bring more batteries, haa)

Entered the zoo and saw 1 of my proj friend working over there, quite surprising. A hard-working guy. We saw many 'ah mengs', birds, lions, leopards, cheetahs, snakes, bats, fishes etc... (many more) Very eager to find kangeroos, I have not seen a real one in my entire life. Lol, the sad thing is all the imported kangeroos in Mandai Zoo are very small in size.. and got noob face hahaha.. I thought those big big ones..

The animal performance very nice, we enjoyed alot... laughed too. Mandai Zoo rocks really.. just that the drinks too expensive. 1 normal bottle of coke cost $2.50, really daylight robbery.. ok la now 2am le.. very tired and sleepy.. because of editting the blog background.. Good Nite!

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can u spot the sotong?

bbQ with FYP

2006-04-28T00:54:00.000+08:00

4 days ago, had bbq with my friends. We bbqed in the rain but failed to battle it and ended up cooking in Xiong's house.. haha. BBQ trip became kitchen trip! Quite enjoyable la, managed to bbq some crab meats and hot dogs...

Ate alot, stomach very full. Drank alot too, im now quite sick of Sasi... We ate chicken wings, mashmallows, crabmeats, hotdogs, chicken satay, bacon, sotongs ................

2 days go went to coffee club in Holland road.. that is 1 of the best cafe i ever been. Apart from the nice coffees over there, there are nice environment, music, seats, decoration... u feel so relax over there.. we always sit at the corner at the 2nd floor and go only around 3pm.. coz fewer ppl.. then we got a sense of satisfaction becoz we like kinda own the place.. haha

After drinkin the coffee there.. all very high.. some are floating... some are flying.. some even fell down.. lol crapping all the while.. esp catherine... 1st time drink coffee like drinking xo in 1 gulp like tt... 'coffee drunk'... laugh non stop... very scary ... HAHA.. There mus b some ingredients in the coffee over there.... can make u feel very HIGH and RELAX.. make u hav jelly-liked legs... will go there some other day again...

Audition 1

2006-04-22T16:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went for audition. My heart was thumping real hard. Fortunately there are 5 of my friends, Sherwin, Yewwei, Sunwu, Kok Kheong & Sayyong who were there, encouraging me. Telling jokes.. crappings.. haha

There are so many pros singing over there, got 1 even sing like Stephanie Sun. I was like 'GG'. My number was 118 and I waited for around 45 mins till it was my turn. With all the crowds and judges staring at me, I walked up the stage. It was so cold in the room which added to my trembling..lol. I greeted every1 and mumbled something.. I forgotten! Because I was too excited and nervous.. hahaha

Finally the singing was done.. I felt relieve to see some of the judges smiling and the applaused by the audiences.. kinda motivate and encourage me alot.. sighed a relieve.. everything was OVER.. The results can only be known by next week.. Really hope that I'm able to made it despite of my nervousity which affected part of my singing.. overall its all right and was satisfied with my own performance.. phew~

After that I went out with 11 of my friends, had dinner, played in LAN and then watched "Inside MAN" in PS. After that had supper again.. it was very fun. We hardly go out in such a big group together ever since we are in poly. Every1 was busy with his own stuff... Laughter, joy.... :) brought me back to our secondary school days.. memories are sweet usually..........

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Our Logo

East Coast

2006-04-20T00:18:00.000+08:00

On Mon, my friends and I went to East Coast Park.... arrgggh that was a last minute arrangement because our project supervisor 'put aeroplane' on us. Although the weather then was raining heavily, fortunately there's arcade and bowling alley. Played some games of bowlings(the lane was so short) and arcade. Intended to play para dance but was invaded by a group of secondard school girls.

Then after the rain stopped, we cycled. Double bike somemore... very tired 1. Then during mid, exchange partners, me and Xiong shared a bike. Im the 1 in front, he was at the back because he's lazy haha. Haiz, no choice they forced us. We felt so uneasy, like gays like that. 2 pure guys ride a double bike, and when we cycled past a cafe, many people were staring as us as though we really gay.. lol. The girls cycled quite fast too, shocked us.

Although it was a very tiring day for us, but we enjoyed alot. Managed to free our stress and crapped too.. that was good..

Finally, this coming friday(5pm), is gonna be my audition. I'm so nervous and excited, really hope that everything will go smoothly and as planned. Gonna sing 'Kai Bu Liao Kou' by Jaychou, just hoping that after I sing, the judges will not really 'Kai Bu Liao Kou' too, if like that I GG. Goodbye...

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My FYP friends :D F4

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Channel V

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Renqing(left) high pitch scream, Catherine(right) superloud voice

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These 2 girls funny.. asked me to smile.. end up they show ghost face.

ice Skate

2006-04-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

2 days ago, I went ice-skate with my FYP friends. Ha, it's my first time, kinda nervous initially when I stepped onto the ice.. Saw many little kids over there, all pros.

Got 3 kids, around 7-8 years old, 1 boy 2 girls kept on picking on me and RenQing who doesn't know how to skate.. the girl tried to trip me and another one tried to block our paths.. I didn't know kids are so playful and naughty nowadays.. They even discussed on how to disturb us and by looking at their evil grin.. really scare me.. lol. But its okay, none of their attempts suceed.. haha

Sigh, I fell more than 10 times... backside & sweater all drenched.. Many passer-bys laughed at me.. seeing how pathetic I was.. average 1 round 1 fall... got a few major ones which involved me in doing some 360 degrees stunt to stay balance..

I skated past 2 girls and they have been there quite earlier too.. think they have noticed me falling repeatedly.. once I lost my balance and fell flat to the ground.. 1 of them said.. "haa.. this guy always fall down 1, just now also", then laughed at me..

Suffered bruises and injuries in my shoulders just after 1 game, nevertheless worth it. Fun and a sense of satisfaction after you have managed to skate normally.. :) This sunday gonna skate with my friends again.. think my legs gotta operation soon.. GG

Kbox lol

2006-04-07T22:12:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went to KBOX with my FYP friends.... haha.. didnt get to know their 'true colors' until the last part of 'Kboxing'.. They can scream very well... doesnt match their 'quiet' face.. esp the guy and the other girl. One can scream very loud and the other 1 shriek like what.. damagin my ear drums, as for the other 1.. no surprise.. haha

Today, met my project supervisor. As usual, he contributed in building up my stresses and appreciate it alot. I was so tired today, I kinda like half-sleep half awake, leaning against on the window glass of the bus. I was very very blur that time, like an alive zombie, my brain is in a half-conscious status...

The bus conductor came and the guy beside me tapped me on my shoulder, I stared at him and didn't notice the conductor was just beside him, waiting for me to take out my card. I idled for around 10 seconds and slept back, then this time round the conductor tapped me.. and I'm stunned.. quite paisay, gave her my card and quickly act blur, returned to my sleep.

Wooo, stress is building up.. the more the merrier.....

Help Dad

2006-04-03T22:59:00.000+08:00

I helped my Dad to repair the water pipes today.. Of course.. he did the techical part.. I only stood beside and helped him supporting the pipes and did some minor works. Spent about 2 hours in all... although its tiring.. im happy..

In the past, I get frustrated easily the moment he asked me to help him in doing such stuff. Now then i realise I will feel happy too after seeing the smile on his face, as a sign of satisfaction. His age is already nearing 70, all the more I should treasure the time when I could spend my time with him doing these, when he still has the energy and strength...

We should cherish our parents no matter what.. even when they are in the wrong, we just gotta accept it. Parents may make mistakes too but its for our sake, and we should respect them, because you will never know how much had they gone through in order to bring us up.. really. It's too late to regret only when you found out you have lost either or both of your parents.

Yup, that's all.

Healing Service!

2006-04-02T01:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is April Fool, nothing to do much so intended to trick my friends. However all my attempts failed, see.. this shows that Im a honest and kind-hearted fella... cant even be a liar-wanabe.. HAHAHA

Attended church. Its a fantantisc, MARVELOUS, AWESOMe, WONDERFUL service I EVER attended. A healing service has brought up my faith towards GOD tremendously!! WOWWWWWWWWW.... Got to see cripple people walked! Deaf people hear! People with injuries getting healed completely! THIS IS REALLY COOL...

An old woman... very very very OLD.. couldn't walk for years and attended the church from a wheelchair initially... after that she WALKED step by step towards the pastor!!! The crowds stood up and applaused!!!!!! Its soooooooo amazing....... reallyyyy...

Another indian woman who could only hear from her right ear... getting healed.. now able to hear on both! Since 22yrs old, she already have that problem. And she's 55 now! SHE GOT HEALED... She was so happy that she cried and shared her testimony on the spot with US.. I cried too.. too touching... im so happppppppy for them.. Imagine you are in their shoes..

WOWOWOWOWOWwwowww...... My words doesn't tell much, you gotta witness yourself before you could believe everything... God is real... :)

2006-03-26T01:45:00.000+08:00

Actually for these past few days.. I have many things to share.. I'll just cut short then.. Mixed feelings, intense thoughts.. puzzled, worries, stress, sadness... never miss any of these.. Perhaps I'm just creating problem out of nothing.. I don't know. Im just over-sensitive.. too emotional at times.. Certain small things, what people said or did, could affect me alot. Especially people whom I concern alot..

I don't know why am I behaving like that recently.. Fortunately, I got better alot.. yea now Im much more relaxed.. Sometimes I thought playing games is the best way to relieve my stress.. instead it would only drain more of my energy and causes tiredness...

I found out a new way that can REALLY help me in coping my stress and depression at times which is SINGING... I could only say its all so good. I felt much better and refreshed after I sang out loud.. all my troubles and problems seems so far away..

Yea... and I decided to join the singing compy held in my church. It shall be my first time, hoping everything will go smoothly.

I believe stress is the culprit that triggered me to feel all these.. anyway I will continue to endure and this is the time where perserverance forms.. I will never never give up, FIGHT ON!

Obstacles are stepping stones towards success. Without problems, there's no way you can grow.. GOGOGOGOOGOGOGO! :D ;p

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Wana act tough, struggling not 2 sleep..

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Cannot stand anymore..

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Fallen a sleep ZzZ

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Woo.. feel quite shiok today. Went to Clementi Kbox, sang many songs. All my stresses have been released for the moment. No disturbance, no waiting time, sang all my favourite songs! WOW, I will go more oftenly, didn't know that it's so COOL to sing alone..

I have been conned for 6 dollars. The staff told me that if I let them take a picture of me, I can extend to 4pm which turned out not to be. She was like rapping, so fast. In the end paid 12 dollars :( ... KBOX really got many pattern... last time forced us to buy "BAGUA", dont know what New Year Promotion... so you all better be careful..!

go play INKLINK, its FUNFUNFUN! www.shockwave.com [multiplayer session]

Currently, I'm considering on whether to join the singing competition organised by my church.. can sing any song WOW! Gotta prepare and practise now.. hehe.

19 March 06

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Today... quite happening. I was at a particular place, and at a particular time, I smelled a foul smell. I found it quite familiar initially but as time went, the strongness of the smell increased and decreased so much that I could hardly recognized what it was. Or maybe my sense of smelling isn't that good.

I sniffed and sniffed, wondering what causes the smell... looking around me, under my shoes.... but still I couldn't know what actually it was. I endured the smell for around an hour plus, until finally the person beside me left. On where he was sitting, I saw some browny liquid substance.. argg.

When I think it back, feel like puking. I wonder how much smell have I sniffed in and how bad my sense of my smelling was. I thought the smell travelled from my left which in fact was from the person right beside me..

Currently I'm still busily preparing my FYP, doing research. Coming up with diagrams and tables for my superman supervisor. Not much stress yet at the moment, but it's coming soon. Fortunately, I discovered a really fun game which can allow me to kill my boredom and stress. The game is called "INKLINK" which you can find in www.shockwave.com under the "Multiplayer Game" section.

You just have to register and it's real quick, except maybe the loading time for some. It's a game involves in drawing a picture associates with a random word given, which aim is to let others to guess what it is. Through that, marks will be rewarded to both the drawer and the person who answered correctly. Max player up to 8 people.. gogogo REALLY FUNNNNNN!!

Summer Snow

2006-03-15T20:32:00.000+08:00

Summer Snow

It's summer snow in the deep blue sea

I try to touch but it fades away

It must be a dream I will never get

Just like my love that's I crying for you

If there were something not to change forever

We could feel it deep in our heart

Today is over with a million tears

Still everyone has a wish to live

Oh I do believe everlasting love

And destiny to meet you again

I feel a pain I can hardly stand

All I can do is loving you

It's summer snow in the deep blue sea

I try to touch but it fades away

It must be a dream I will never get

Just like my love that's I crying for you

-Zamfir-

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The above is the alien insect. It's abit blurrish, it's just too small. Scary.. My room got all sorts of mutated and wierd-looking insects...

13 March 06

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We had our dinner in seoul garden 3 days ago. Celebrated my friend, Jianda's bday. Quite enjoyable the food is good. But no prawns, really sad. 2days ago, spotted an alien insect.. that look like a leaf... have taken pic of it. It camou on my blanket, assuming I can't see it.

I locked it in a bottle and I forgot to let it free. Soon, it died due to insufficient amount of oxygen.

Nowdays, researching on my FYP. A very tedious project, requires lots of thoughts and ideas. Can suffocate you. Hope that everything will be over soon, the deadline falls on the beginning of July. Sigh, quite tiring.... My dog is very exhausted too, sleeps alot... like me. I think the 'like owner, like dog' sentence is true.

Actually there are many things to share, but I'm quite lazy to type it all out. But I will try my best :D...

09 March 06

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Today I'm very tired due to intense thoughts related to FYP. My supervisor is truly a champion. He thought I'm a superman, he proposed this and that, having super high expectations on all my team mates. We are all so stressed up, going nuts sooner. This 'CHAMPION' project which he referred as, has got nothing to do with what we have learnt so far in my 2 years of studying in NP at all!

Related to some SMS GATEWAY SYSTEM and ELECTRONIC COUPON SYSTEM, DATABASE ETC....... ARgrgRGRGrgrGrgRGRGRGRGgrgggggg.............................. I agree it's a champion project.. sigh. I'm wondering whether I could implement it successfully before July.

Okay, enough of this. Now I have realise the importance of cherishing your own free time. MAKE FULL USE OF IT and WISELY. HahahahHa.... ok la, I go play my games liao. Else I will become a mentally-retarded person. 8181188181818181818181881

Anyway, nowadays, very hot. Drink more water....

06 March 06

2006-03-06T05:01:00.000+08:00

Hmmx, I just finish playing dota, in case you don't know it's a 5v5 warcraft game. Well, it's already 5am now and it's kinda abnormal I know. However, it's normal for an owl. Feeling a little bit of coldness.

Recently, intense gaming for me, probably due to the stress I'm facing for my coming FYP(Final Year Project). Why am I that stressful? Because I don't know what I don't know for the project, in other words I'm totally new to the concept of the project irregardless of what I have learnt in my course.

Fortunately, I have many supportive friends. They chatted and played games with me, consoling me stuffs like that. Truly appreciate it alot, really and thanks.. Good night ;)

3 Mar 06 - Love -

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If you're afraid to love a person because of friendship, you have two choices: either tell what you feel and let the love take place or hide the feeling under a friendship full of pretensions.

It's hard for two people to love each other whenthey live in two different worlds but when these two worlds collide and become one, that's what you call magic!

Love can never be so beautiful without friendship.One leads to another and the process is irreversible. The best of lovers is the greatestof friends!

I like you because you're my friend, and because you are my friend I care, and because I care, I love you.I don't love you because you are my friend, I love you because I do!

Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make mehappy? To think that I have everything else, I get what I want. Then I realized it was YOU, too bad'cause it's you i can't have. I can't choose who I'm gonna love, but I also can't love who chooses to love me.

And you can't blame me in choosing to love you as much as I can't blame you for not learning to love me. I'm sorry if you can't love me the way you loved the one before me, so I'll let you go find him/her and hope someday you'll see that the one true love you're looking for was the one who set you free.

"How can I say goodbye to someone I never had?Why do tears fall for someone who was nevermine?Why is that I miss someone I was never with and I ask why I love someone who's love was never mine?"

Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attentionof the one we think we love; we hardly notice the one we're really looking for was just there. You don't notice them 'till they are in the arms of someone else.

Food for thought, think of this:Have you really cared for someone more than you expected?

Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of allthe pain?

Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she whispers someone else's name?Will you?

It's better to lose your pride with someone youlove rather than lose that someone you love with your useless pride. When you love someone, don't expect that person to love you back the same amount. One of you will be head, the other behind.It's either you catch up or the other waits.
When you love, you must not accept anything inreturn, for if you do, you're not loving but investing.

If you love, you must prepare to accept pain, forif you expect happiness, you're not loving butusing. True love hears what is not spoken, andunderstands what is not explained, for love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart...

Love is like standing on wet cement, the longeryou stay the harder it is to leave and you cannever go without leaving your prints behind.

Don't love a person like a flower, because a flower dies in season.

Love them like a river because a river flows forever.

Love doesn't have to have a happy ending, 'causelove doesn't have to end at all.

Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pains, but if you don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance.

Love may leave your heart like shattered glass,but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be willing to endure the pain of picking up thepieces so you could be whole again.

The cruelest thing a guy could do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall! And fooling around with her feelings like they meant nothing.(This goes for gals as well).

Oops.

2006-03-01T14:20:00.000+08:00

Frankly, I accidentally screwed up the html codes. I was intending to create my own skin for it, but well.... Nevermind, this is just my temporary backup skin. I will try to fix it as soon as possible as well as to insert my created skin.

My examinations are over, feeling quite relax. However, that marks the start of my Final Year Project :( - in just 5 more days. Nevertheless, I will try to as much as I can for the next few days before the 'GAME' begins. Feeling a little bit of dizzy right now, thanks to those html codes! I really very 'bendan', agree with you, but only ONCE :P

Arrgh, cannot, now my brain full of stress. I can't take it anymore, gonna play some games now! Bye byee..

Beta Testing

2006-03-01T13:29:00.000+08:00

Sorry for disruption. Testing in progress, will resume as soon as possible. LOL

Results of POLL

2006-02-27T22:36:00.000+08:00

27 Feb 06

2006-02-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

Today, I'm extremely exhausted due to 'mana' drain by the earlier paper. In addition, got scolded by my father because of my handsome dog(lazy2 elaborate). Strengthless + Moodless = No Study

Last paper is on this coming Wednesday 9am, really gonna burn whatever oil I have tomorrow, HA.

Above, are the results. So guy who did blogging is gay? A picture worth a thousand words MUHAHAHA!!!

26 Feb 06

2006-02-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

I got a haircut today, btw my mother was the one who did it. She was a hairdresser and now a full time housewife :D (Always got nice food). My hair was rather short, and yea, quite satisfy with it.

Finally I don't have to put up with those irritating fringe that never fails to irritate my eyes, furthermore the cons of having long hair style is that you have to walk according to the direction where the wind is blowing front. Against it, your hair will be messed up, as simple as that.

Now it's already 12:30am and I'm still studying for my exam today(2pm-4pm). All right, I'm gonna burn some midnight oil again since I'm one of those 'last minute warriors'. HAHA, please wish me luck and byebyeeeeee..... - studying in progress-

25 Feb 06

2006-02-25T23:34:00.000+08:00

Slept till 1pm plus, and then attended church from 5pm - 8pm. Came back home, bathed and had my dinner. Dinner got sotong(My favourite), fish and 'xiaobaicai'. I felt quite tired due to lack of sleep nowadays.

Btw, folks please stay tuned. There will be major changes and more features shall be added into my current blog. I know it's square and dull due to time constraints and the present rate of workloads. Please be patient, this is only the 'beta' version. LOL!!!

Muhaha, I go relax liao, byebye.

2006-02-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

Ok, this make a better one!

2006-02-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

Testing only...

Plain Design

2006-02-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

Apologise for the plain and boring design I have for my blog, as time passes I will change it. That is only temporary. No time to fancy it now because my exams are approaching soon. LOLOLOL

My First Blog

2006-02-24T22:04:00.000+08:00

Hello. Once again welcome to my noobish blog as this is my first time blogging, and also I'm not yet familiar with the tools.

Basically, I have already longed to have one in the past, however due to laziness, it wasn't done. Until recently, 'somebody' keeps on pressuring me which resulted the existence of this current blog you are viewing now, HAHAHA!

Okok, posts shouldn't be too long, later you all fall asleep. Bye bye!

Weeeikun

Thinking of you

Thinking Of Youby Tessa Chan-A-Shing

ARG

30 May 2003

30 May 2003

CALLEN BIIRTHDAY

Callen BDAY!

Stressful

KK Bday

Sicksick

Zoo

bbQ with FYP

Audition 1

East Coast

ice Skate

Kbox lol

Help Dad

Healing Service!

19 March 06

Summer Snow

13 March 06

09 March 06

06 March 06

3 Mar 06 - Love -

Oops.

Beta Testing

Results of POLL

27 Feb 06

26 Feb 06

25 Feb 06

Plain Design

My First Blog

Thinking Of You
by Tessa Chan-A-Shing